Tuesday, November 6, 2012

A story of a mother

My mum only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.

She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mum came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?
I ignored her. Threw her a hateful look and ran out
The next ...day at school one of my classmates said "EEEE, you mum only has one eye"!
I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mum to just disappear.
So I confronted her that day and said if you're only going to make me a laughing stock, why dont you just die?
My mum did not respond.
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings...
I wanted out of that house.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to overseas to study.

Then I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didnt even meet her grandchildrens.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scared my children?"
Get out of here now!!!
And to this my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I am so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address, "and she disappeared of my sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going to a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!
My neighbours said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear!!
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

My dearest son, I think of you all the time
I am sorry that I came to your home and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
Im sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see.......when you were little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
SO I GAVE YOU MINE.......
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me in my place, with the eye.
With my love to you....
YOUR MOTHER...

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